I really need to start blogging more.. I always complain of how bloggers that i follow don't post as much yet i'm just sitting here... posting nothing.
Well June went by really fast!
First of all I finally got to see my niece that i love to heart! I teared up a little when i saw her for the first time in two months since children grow so fast! Honestly i don't know how mothers do it bc i freaked out when I saw her!
It was honestly a relief that she still loved me as well. I think it has became a fear of mine to actually have reciprocated love? I feel like it's important to have someone feel loved or cared for.. you know? My weakness of mine that I have realized is that I give to much and people tend to take advantage of it which ends up really hurting me at the end. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Update on the cutie aka my little warrior- she is cancer free as of a couple months ago so she is able to grow hair with the minimal chemotherapy that she still has to go through. One major difference is her mood improved so much! She is just filled with happiness and energy.. its honestly a wonderful painting.. well to me it is just to see her improvement!
Also in the month of June, I went to orientation for SFSU! I felt like this time around I actually enjoyed my trip and fell in love with the campus even more. I was honestly really hesitant to go but now i'm sure of the fact that I love my future school! During orientation I noticed many personas.. it's honestly kind of weird to me to see people that I can compare to people from my old school personality wise. I find it kind of funny in a way bc the trend is continual and probably will throughout the period of my life.
Besides analyzing people and their ways.. I met some wicked people! I mean I think I have became more of an outgoing person since High School which is awesome due to the fact I was in part anti-social. Now I feel like I can talk to anyone and carry on a conversation! (THANK YOU TO ANYONE WHO IMPROVED MY COMMUNICATION SKILLS).
All I can say is I'm sooooooo stoked to attend SFSU and prepared for what it will bring me!
On a side note: I have recently reconnected with my cousins! Yes .. I believe I did such action wayyyyy toooo late for the fact that i'm leaving in about a month or so but it's just freaking awesome!
I mean my family has always not been in good terms just for the fact individuals within it have HUGE egos. However it's not my job to change their personality even for the better bc well i'm working on me and should be only looking out for me :-)
We were always close as small little aliens but as the older we grew we tended to abide to those older individuals and kind of distanced ourselves from each other. ANYWAYS the point is we are now again communicating and just having fun.
That is the important point.
Having fun and caring for each other.
Signing off until next time,
Karl-lo
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